FEEL

this is me when i feel empty,cold,and afraid of something gonna happen,or harm me
but deep down inside,i am still jody the boy who played as Virgo.

 

i hate being my self for a moment,not that i heard every word from other,but am i really alone in this world??i am tried to be like people wanted,be funny,foolish,and made myself as a joke for them,as for them,they laugh and laughing...i know i never stood a chance for life,i've been a coward since iam a little kid,i hate when people hurt me,i can resist...so i cry...and hit my head every time...iam just a moron.

what kind of moron am i?