A long bridge

well,things didnt change,but at least i know that i cant keep pretending,i need a help,please...someone that can help me,i never knew it can be so rough like this,i cant handle any sitution anymore,i want to change cause iam tired of things,things that happen i dont like,like any experience before,but thankfully...iam not a guy who always passionate by mood...its just people didnt understand me.